I grew up in Oxford and resented it for rejecting me in various ways, and this has made me resent beauty and impressiveness, or at least take them for granted.
Alcohol does not agree with me. I am not at my best, even when I'm at my best, and drinking quickly brings out my worst.
I have forgotten how to enjoy things. Instead I make everything into a job that needs to be done. I'm not even sure what I like or don't like anymore.
I am quite cowardly and very, very shy.
My favourite weather is rain.
